Remind me of Your promises and Your Word. That I may stop viewing myself as worthless and incapable. That I may learn fast and be able to solve the issues stated. That I may be competent enough and worth the job. And now, I was given a new technical post that covers deeper knowledge and is purely dominated by men. You blessed me with this job that has supported me for almost 2yrs now. You know me too well, more than I know myself. I pray that You may answer all prayers above in Jesus name Amen.
I however ask for forgiveness for sins I’ve committed today, yesterday and any other day that may make me not in good terms with You. Thanks for Your awesome love and blessings that You’ve showered me with so far. your thoughts for me are still of victory and not of defeat right? hear my cry o lord. my finances are almost none existent now. Failure 5 tests in a roll father and i know they are not that difficult because i practice day and night yet it doesn’t favor me, please Jesus Christ, help me. i feel myself resenting all the times i pray before studying for any test, i pray before writing it and i pray once im finished but i still receive the dreaded mail. father i even need strength to pray and i need my faith to remain strong. the fact that i wasnt scared scared me more. yesterday i thought of death and wasn’t even scared. i need you to show me mercy or give me the strength to wait for your will. God how have i offended you, please forgive me. i feel bitter, sad, weak, abandoned and defeated.
ive graduated top of my class and have always been Good at academics and speaking with people, yet my job search seems futile. i fail tests and the interviews i get invited to never call back even when i practice alot and even the practices show that i have very high scores. My God, have you abandoned me? its been months now and my search for a job isnt paying off.
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